hey. buddy.. i  know this is  the last thing you want to see. but hear me out
when i was 11 people tell me to not be sad and to get over it. familiar words
right? i wanted to die like you, but i couldnt cause of a few family members
who would be sad if i died. i know im being egocentrism, but i just want to 
say that you're not alone and people have some same expeiriences. if you want
to talk my discord is ZeroGeek #9548. ill be glad to meet you, so
ill see you later i geuss

-Nicholas